Life's so overwhelming
when I need to make concessions
for what I know isn't ideal
or may not even be satisfactory from yesteryear's quotas
but this is all I have to assimilate and nurture
this is all the world will give
this is all I will concede at the wrong price
Such a disappointment within
when I cannot provide for those who allowed my tears
to soak into their shoulders over the years
I just wanted to offer some level of spirit that cannot be bottled
now I'm in the bottle
captain of the ship inside
something I know is way too large to escape...
something I cannot even share with other vessels, anyway.
Even this wallowing
lets down readers
this smattering of confusion, doubt, and pain
isn't what I aspired to pen so long ago
The simple reality is my health, my love, and my wealth
collectively dwindling
takes away what I need to restore
my health, my love, and my wealth.
Yet I'm comfortable in stating
this isn't the cellar for most
and I cannot dwell against hope
because even if heart is too long in decline
the greater fool has been known to thrive and defy
Great words, I am sure many
Great words, I am sure many people will relate to this feeling. Sue.
Great Write. KS
Great Write.
KS
thank you both for your kind
thank you both for your kind words