Learn to hate

I told you once that my happiness was not important, you told me it was, and that you could make me happy.
You whispered it in my ear, barely audible.
Do you remember?
I believed you.

 

I hope you will one day know what it's like to have something so wonderful said to you.
A phrase that wraps around your heart like the hand of a lost god, and warms your soul to its core,
and that you believe it too.

 

In that moment I felt that I had known you for a thousand thousand years, and I was meant to find you.
In a book, your name forever next to mine.
and we belonged to us.

 

You would be mine, and I, yours. How it was meant to be. Every experience I ever had led me to you.
When our lips touched, they were a perfect fit, the missing piece.
and I believed again.

 

I begged you to be mine, as you always told me you wanted to be, no more lonely nights,
no more broken hearts, no more painful goodbyes, be mine!
And you… you betrayed me…

 

I don’t believe you, I can't forget.
I don't forgive you, I've learned to hate.

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