Giving My baby Up

It started with a simple kiss

He lead me to the bedroom

Soon a little one would be growing in my womb

Alcohol played with me, Lust turned to exotic bliss

I wish I had never of taken that second and fourth drink

But baby, I just didn’t think

Fifteen minutes of pleasure

Could never measure

With nine months of what seemed forever

You were apart of me

We were stuck together

Though I wish you could have had someone better

Forty-eight hours of labour

No one there to hold my hand

To tell me my baby

Would be alright

Cradling the new-born angelic child in my arms

Wishing I could protect you from all harms

Crayons and tattered dolls

First words and step by step

Scarped knees and stinging bumble bee’s

Catching you when you fall

Buying you chocolate ice cream when that boyfriend doesn’t call

Little girl, mommy would do it all

Sweet lullaby’s

Prom dresses

And spilt milk messes

Without a daddy

I’d do it all on my own

Making sure you were happy

But little lady bug, that’s not enough

You deserve everything

And you see, your mommy’s not the best thing

I placed you in your new crib

Your giggling looking up at me

You don’t understand that this goodbye

You don’t even know why I cry

They forced me to walked away

I hope you know I’ll love you till my dying day

You’re my world

So letting you go, Is the best little girl

I may never be in your memories

But I know they’ll be better without me around

So honey don’t you ever look down

Don’t even frown

Sleep with angels tonight

Mommy is thinking of you every night








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hey, I remember when you were writing this, an it's good! I'm sure your friend did have to do what she did :)