Hurting so deeply
The little cuts
All lined up neatly
You can never see them
You cant heal them with a bandaid
Their Embedded Iniside
They never leave me alone
People pouring salt inside my wounds
stinging the things I've tried to forget
A never ceasing pain
Please God, Give me a mintute to catch my breath
I need to feel numb, Send me a drug to substain
To ease my everything
These words wont show it all
You won't see me hit the floor
You won't see me take the fall
You won't see the tears cascading
You won't hear me screaming
You won't feel what Im feeling
Flesh craving to rip the skin
Mind so Damaged and twisted
Panaicking Madly Within
The Raven my only friend
His balck eyes
Show me, my heaven
So numb, untounched
No time, No rush
No sadness
No hearts crushed
He told me
He wishes me dead
My lovers words
Its all I hear in my head
It cuts new cuts
It cries new tears
No sleep tonight
No eating this week
I've become my worst fear
So Spill more salt
Grind it in
I've commited my sins
and Im fighting to live
I'll bite my lip
I'll keep my head up high
No matter how deeply the cuts scar iniside
I wont let him take my pride
No, Not on the outside
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