Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back the memories
I wish I would have grasped
The pressure building up so high
From never looking back
I've waited too long to even try
To get my life back on track
Maybe if I would have
Just taking a different path of life
The hour glass wouldn't be sitting there
As I watch my life pass by
All I seem to ever do
Is hide all my emotions inside
Only to release them
When I rhyme
And when I cry
Once again feeling that
The pressure building up to high
I try to do better
I try to choose better
But I don't know whether
It will help me this time
Excuses that never work
Pain that never goes away
A heart that's slowly dieing out
As I begin to fade away
Hiding in this shell
Living in this hell
The pressure never seems to go away
Now it's building up inside
Tearing me apart inside
Burning me up inside
Breaking me down inside
Slowly killing me from the inside
Slowly dieing off
Knowing this is the end of me
As I finally give in
Never again to be missed
As I finally fade away
Into nothingness