Fade away 12-3-03

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Sometimes I remember

The darkness of my past

Bringing back the memories

I wish I would have grasped

The pressure building up so high

From never looking back

I've waited too long to even try

To get my life back on track

Maybe if I would have

Just taking a different path of life

The hour glass wouldn't be sitting there

As I watch my life pass by

All I seem to ever do

Is hide all my emotions inside

Only to release them

When I rhyme

And when I cry

Once again feeling that

The pressure building up to high

I try to do better

I try to choose better

But I don't know whether

It will help me this time

Excuses that never work

Pain that never goes away

A heart that's slowly dieing out

As I begin to fade away

Hiding in this shell

Living in this hell

The pressure never seems to go away

Now it's building up inside

Tearing me apart inside

Burning me up inside

Breaking me down inside

Slowly killing me from the inside

Slowly dieing off

Knowing this is the end of me

As I finally give in

Never again to be missed

As I finally fade away

Into nothingness


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