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No
How do you say "No"
For it to actually mean No
How do you say "it's not okay"
When it wasn't okay
His hand slips underneath your shorts
But you try and push it away
How do you say "No"
He he hold you down
when your stuck in a tight area
You kick and you plea
You scream NO
does that word mean nothing
How do you say "im not okay"
To destroy yourself you say "its okay"
In your head this isn't the first time it happened
"I'm okay" thinking about how a razor, a bridge, even the strongest whiskey could take it away
But determined to make it through this hell called life
How how the hell is this life
Life means living, but this...this right here is it really living?
How do you say "No"
For no to mean...no
How do you just let them walk away
And not see how all the red flags where all there and more
How do you live when all you want is to die
But you suck it up
Swallow what little pride "if any" you have
You smile
Deny, that it happened
Deny, the flags
Deny, your feelings
The walls gets taller
Your left in a small tower
Empty and cold
So the next person
Doesnt that doesn't know what "No" means
You can't possibly get hurt
because theres nothing left than something hollow in your chest
But to the next person
When I say "No"
I mean No
And I will walk away
No
A firm loud message, followed with pushing off and getting clear. Trapped, hit him with the house if necessary. ~s~