So brightly started
So Beautiful inside and out
Suddenly so nostalgic
Suddenly repeating
Outside myself I am angry
But I am not because I am stronger
I am not because I promised myself
I can remove myself
In the dark - Not knowing the way
Just knowing the want to be away
In pain, bloody wounds, out of my own mind
I need help and I am covered
Do not see my pain
Do not look at my wounds
Are these lessons correct?
I am slowly rushed
Figiting fighting thoughts prevent the goal
FLASH
Sudden responsibilities
A life I had not planned yet
A home not truly my own
-Though I am told to accept
-I am told to not make a fuss or a worry
Outside myself I am in the sunshine
Creating color and life
But I am still bleeding
Hoping for the cure
Myself and interpretation