psuedo controled emotion



I feel nothing because you don't want to hear it

I feel nothing because you yell and say that I blow things up

I feel nothing because I thought I asked a simple question

I feel nothing because I wasn't mad

I feel nothing because I wanted the truth from you

I feel nothing because I found out from someone else first

I feel nothing because you are so quick to shut me out

I feel nothing because you hide yourself from me

I feel nothing because you don't care to know my past

I feel nothing because you can't give me anything but a vague answer

I feel nothing but wanting to feel nothing

I feel nothing because I am always wrong

I feel nothing but the eggshells I have to walk on

I feel nothing because you insult me

I feel nothing but pain

I feel nothing because you make me feel like that is what I am

I feel nothing while I am not waiting for the call you will not make to me

I feel nothing because you will say what a horrible person I am when you shut me out forever

I feel nothing because you are no different than the rest now

I feel nothing because I ask questions about that which I do not understand

I feel nothing because I am ridiculed for my stupidity for that curiosity

I feel nothing because I have friends who love me enough

I feel nothing because you are not as strong as I am

I feel nothing because I do not like to fight

I feel nothing because I am worthy of something

I keep telling myself

I feel nothing because I love you

I feel nothing because I am afraid of the pain you are bringing

I feel nothing because this is all too familiar to my past

I feel nothing but nothing is still something

I feel nothing and I will stop crying over the things you say and call me

I feel nothing and I will be happy

But feeling nothing means not to feel happiness

Is the sacrifice worth it?

To who you can be sometimes...

I love you

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