I feel nothing because you don't want to hear it
I feel nothing because you yell and say that I blow things up
I feel nothing because I thought I asked a simple question
I feel nothing because I wasn't mad
I feel nothing because I wanted the truth from you
I feel nothing because I found out from someone else first
I feel nothing because you are so quick to shut me out
I feel nothing because you hide yourself from me
I feel nothing because you don't care to know my past
I feel nothing because you can't give me anything but a vague answer
I feel nothing but wanting to feel nothing
I feel nothing because I am always wrong
I feel nothing but the eggshells I have to walk on
I feel nothing because you insult me
I feel nothing but pain
I feel nothing because you make me feel like that is what I am
I feel nothing while I am not waiting for the call you will not make to me
I feel nothing because you will say what a horrible person I am when you shut me out forever
I feel nothing because you are no different than the rest now
I feel nothing because I ask questions about that which I do not understand
I feel nothing because I am ridiculed for my stupidity for that curiosity
I feel nothing because I have friends who love me enough
I feel nothing because you are not as strong as I am
I feel nothing because I do not like to fight
I feel nothing because I am worthy of something
I keep telling myself
I feel nothing because I love you
I feel nothing because I am afraid of the pain you are bringing
I feel nothing because this is all too familiar to my past
I feel nothing but nothing is still something
I feel nothing and I will stop crying over the things you say and call me
I feel nothing and I will be happy
But feeling nothing means not to feel happiness
Is the sacrifice worth it?
To who you can be sometimes...
I love you