I've spent these years walking
Wandered through time and space
But the elusive you I'm stalking
Disappears without a trace
And all the tears I've failed to block
Burn like acid down my face
And I hear the angels talking
As they laugh at my disgrace
I've done all that I am able
To try to elevate your place
But you only hear the fable
Not the truth on which it's based
Life's greatest feast lies on your table
All I want is just a taste
That would hold my spirit stable
And my agonies erased
But my place right now is the corner
And I watch you eat your fill
I beg to let me join you, no fucking strength of will
My shrouded corner ever drafty
Hell does not have this chill
Through the ages I berate myself
When will I ever learn
So I wait upon the answer
Wondering if the world will cease to turn
I thought my request was something simple
But it may be something else
To taste of love worth more to me
Than all the worldly wealth
i really love the ending, i'm not sure if i should feel sad or uplifted...curious.