I smile into the face of joy,
loving the way his eyes linger
grazing their way past my face,
and long for what I already know,
is forbidden.
I glance into the face of confusion
wondering why all of a sudden it seems cold,
like the hard slap of a winter wind,
biting at the tips of my ears and freezing
my unbeating heart
I stare into the face of anger,
and agree with all her evil words,
convincing me to turn my back,
on the ones who supposedly
love me most.
I grimace at the face of despair
convincing me that it was all in my head
Promising my that none of it was real,
Coaxing me to seek the dreaded comfort
of a long rusted razor.....