Come on - JUST SAY IT

its about to happen its about to go down the worst night of your life but dont be so negative about everything.
its about that time keep your distance we're at about 85 beats per minute which puts the blood spurt at around 30 seconds.
it'll be over before you know it
and you'll be back to the life you had before i controlled it
but Oh God i would rather die than hurt you
ive been hurt so many times in my life, i dont know what the fuck im gunna do.
how about you get the hint and do this yourself
after one year of sobriety i can drink to that. 
pretend im depressed and on a mission to find myself
an opportunity to assert oneself -
and tell me to fuck off and die.
more than happy to oblige
more than happy to oblige.
Just remember God loves you when no one else does
"the attraction was not mutual"
co-dependent smoke signals
run while you can.

Intensity
Energy
Its moderate heat
plus humidity
its a shot of tea
in a glass of whisky.
Whats that drink called again?
a perfect mix
like pride and humility.
Baseless
on a daily basis
brace yourself-
paralysis
a separation
divided by messages
one
after another
after another
a million sentences
all coded confessions
COME on  , Just say it!!
**im willing to destroy someones life just to sit with you in your apartment*

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your voyages into your realities, peopled by images that spark inside the imagination and drag the reader mercilessly from one line to the next in suspense wondering what will possibly be said next and voila! You never fail to surprise - Where are you? You are missed dreadfully - I'm Just Sayin' ~ Lady A


 

 

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ha wow thank you so much. 

ha wow thank you so much.  yes need to post something/ write something hahahahha  .   I have seasons you know how it is.