I'm such a dreamer stopped at the red light on river and golf in the car i bought for myself off the job that i lost
I keep rolling my windows up and then down just to make myself worry that the motor will burn out and this is when my eyes close
with my foot on the brake i just forget that i know how anything works and i'm free in this instant and i breathe in so deeply for a moment
i feel alive.
to remember what thats like
anything suggesting this is something permanent i'll grip and commit my life to never letting go
now i rediscover my foot on the brake ....
this is all just an easy assumption
and to assume correctly means you've been paying attention
but there are no answers there is no meaning there are just questions being directed at nothing
and so be it cause in the morning it wont matter.
theres an aftermath more powerful than all the events that passed proving forever action has less meaning than the effects it may have
so when i ask you to listen i'm just asking you to react
a predictable chain of events used as an excuse to relax and drink myself to sleep
I'm so lucky to be me
to drive across the world in one memory without any consequence
and love you to death
on the 31st of my favorite month during the jello shot contest yes the car and the future bars will all turn up dead
i will not stand for another disappointing mess
i can not survive another disappointing mess.
you broke my brain
you broke my brain
Much Love
Ashley
wow I am speechless must come
wow
I am speechless
must come read later and comment
Much Love
Ashley