Valentines Day

On Valentines day i'm alone again,

Staring at the desolate place in my head.

I type to you now,

Singin' this all aloud.

Wishin' you were hear my mind is clear,

I hate you somehow.

I need someone close now,

I need you right here now.

I can't live on now,

This Valentines day now.

This empty space here,

That's deep in my soul here.

I can't believe you left me now,

Been two years so far now.

I visited your grave today,

Our child still in you.

I miss you so bad babe there's nothing to do,

I needed you,

Proposed to you,

Yet took you they did.

They hit you and killed you,

Crying I held you,

The last words you said was,

"I love you so dear hun."

I cried last night,

I died last night.

I tried to cut,

I tried to hunt.

I sit here right now babe,

Typin' to you babe,

Sittin' in heaven watching me everyday.

Child in arms,

I love you so true now.

I can't believe it's been two years,

It feels like forever.

This Valentines day,

It's the same every year.

Alone again,

I hate again.

Thinkin' of you dear.

I miss you now,

You're scent somehow.

I think of you,

I talk of you.

I'll never forget you.

You're in my heart,

You're in my soul,

Forever you'll stay.

I keep you close,

And I'll never let go.

I have to say one thing to you,

Before this ends now.

I love you babe,

I hold you babe,

Happy Valentines Day hun.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

... two years ago I lost my fiance. on Valentines Day we did it for the first and only time. and that one time she got pregnant. and died. two days before my sixteenth birthday. this is for you baby. i love you.

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