Hurt

You don't realize how much it hurts,

The stupid words you spout.

You don't realize how much I cry,

From those stupid words.

 

You push too much, 

It's not funny.

The words you think are okay,

Are killing me inside.

 

You get mad and say things,

Things you don't mean.

I take them seriously,

And they kill me much more.

 

My heart has cracks,

My head is overworked,

I cry each night to sleep,

You will just never know.

 

You think I'm okay,

You think I'm not mad anymore.

Truth is I never was,

Truly, I was disspointed in you.

 

Yes, your words can be forgiven,

But never forgotten.

Your words will be in my head forever,

Nothing will change what you said.

 

You think it's funny when I'm mad,

You think It's nothing when I'm sad.

You don't give two shits about me,

And I don't think I believe you ever did.

 

You can say you love me,

But I have no heart anymore.

The heart that was there,

Is a heart torn to pieces with all your stupid words.

 

I'm broken and hurt,

I can't say any of this to you.

I can't express my emotions,

Or you'll think it's a joke.

 

I'll bottle them up,

And let them build up.

And let them stay in my little bubble

In my heart.

 

When they burst, 

I hope that I'm alone,

So that when you see my cuts,

My pet will be to blame.

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iwonderwho's picture

you know that moment when you

you know that moment when you read a poem that describes a situation in your life so accurately? 

this was one of those moments. 

and even if someone says they didn't mean what they said, is the damage ever eally undone? 

DarkAurora's picture

i know

i know it never is..  The damage is always there, never letting our hearts go.


~[Evergreen}~