jesus please forgive me for i have sinned
my life is just a big bottle of gin
i drink to take the pain away
so i could maybe live one more day
i sit in i cry,the thought in my head is Why
you take the good people away
and leave the bad to stay
the grass is green
the sky is blue
so why leave the bad people to ruin it for you
i know shes an angel now
and she can see
but the pain is like a million bee stings for me
i know i will be ok
as time goes by
but this bottle is getting low
and the sacrafices are getting high
i will just need your help to get by
jesus please forgive me for i have sinned
and you only know why
how very sad...
this poem reminds me of the bible verse in Isaiah 57,
"The righteous perish, and no one ponders it in his heart; devout men are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil."
I notice on your bio that your mother passed away, I pray that God gives you peace in your heart over this difficult loss so that you know He loves you so much and did not take your mother to hurt you, but He has his reasons, (everything happens for a reason) and perhaps it was just as the above verse states, He took her to protect her from evil/suffering/pain etc.
She is in a much better place. You will see her again one day.
God bless,
~Naomi