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What's Important to Me
As these new cuts fade
I tell myself
I have to choose now
Who's really there for me
Who's actually worth my time
And who's full of lies and bullshit
I tell myself
That its time to think about what's important
But then I also tell myself
What is important to me anymore?
"Friends"? "Family"? School?
To be honest I don't even know if my life's important
All this cutting and stressing and thinking
It's killing me faster than I originally thought
But no one actually believes the fact that I'm dying
No one believes anything I say
Even if I say it in tears and with anger
But I guess those people who don't believe anything
...Who is basically everyone...
Those people aren't very important to me
So I tell myself to push them all away
Push them away so I can think about what I need
Because there's no more time for games and lies
It's time for what's important
Which starts with these fresh fading cuts
It might not be that you
It might not be that you should push away those that don't believe you. Some of them probably care too much about you, that they are in denial. They could just be scared themselves, because they don't want to think about the possibility that you could die. I have a question for you though. Why do you say the cutting is killing you fast?
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i think its killing me faster
i think its killing me faster bcuz im losing all the strength in my left arm an it hurts more often even if there are no new cuts. there was one time my entire arm went numb an culdnt feel it, usually wen something's wrong wit one's left arm it leads to something wit their heart bcuz its all connected.
Then you should probably get
Then you should probably get it checked out at an Urgent Care center, or the doctors, because you can't know for sure what is going on, and what will happen if you don't do anything. For all you know, there could be a type of cancer in your arm, or something like that, because I saw a show called "The Gifted Man" and this guy's arm was numb after he got a cut, and it turned out that it was cancer. I'm sure that this isn't the case, but I'm just trying to say that it's dangerous not to get it checked out!
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**gasp** nooo i dont want
**gasp** nooo i dont want cancer!!!>.< yea i shuld get it checked out now its gettin pretty bad now :o