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What They Told Me
They told me they wont leave
They said they understand
They said they cared
They said they loved me
But they left
And they dont understand
They never cared
They never loved
They said what I wanted to hear
They said that til I beleived the words they said
They said that til they thought I was better
They said that; they said it all-nothing but lies
I believed it
Til I noticed it
I noticed the lies
I noticed how they abandoned me
They left me alone
I'm alone to deal with this by myself
My disorder
My anger problems
I had it under control
But for only so long
But for how much longer
Can I do this by myself?
With no one to lean on?
No help? No support?
They said they wouldnt leave
But where are they now?
As Im on the edge of breaking
Will they notice whats happening
Or will it be too late?
Author's Notes/Comments:
In a time of struggling my friends kinda left me when I needed them the most 
You don't need them. You are
You don't need them. You are so much stronger. Just look at you reaching out in this poem. Do you know the strength that takes? Omg, I do not even know you and I am so proud to make even this online acquaintance!
...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
OhmyGosh its nice to meet
OhmyGosh its nice to meet random new people :3
I always thought I needed the support of my friends, with them just being there with me, to help me through my struggles. But I guess not right?