Fear Someone Will Discover My Fear

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no one see's the fear that lurks behind
these hardened eye's
the fear of losing once again someone
I love
fear of disappointing the people
I care about the most
fear I'll never be bestowed with love
again
fear I will find love again and it ends
bad as it always has

or even worse
fear of my own thoughts as I dream
of a better life
fear of what I shall find beyond the portal
of truth
fear I'll never feel againwhat is always haunting  

my heart and soul
anything resembling affection
fear of the faint light that guides me will
burn out an turn My world to total darkness
fear that the warmth and hope that they say waits
isnt there

fear I'll die cold old and alone

But The Greatest Fear Of Them All
Fear Someone Will Discover My Fear

 

taught from birth big boy's don't cry an warriors fear naught 

So why do I fear 

~ D Donner ~

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Fear sucks. - Lady A