I still wonder why

clear water running in
red water water pouring
over the edge

like a painters canvas
red over the porcelain white
I can see the picture when
I close my eye's

 

voices screaming hurting my ears
please someone make them stop
then I realize....
the screams are mine

 

there will be no phoenix rising out of
the ashes to start a new life
only the unanswerable questions
of why

 

I guess we all get tired of fighting
the demons in our heads
sometimes I wonder when I'll give in

tears on a tombstone
black roses I lay

 

there's another ghost to add

to the long list of names
I carry in my head
the ones I failed

I ask myself where did I go wrong
what was it .......

I didn't I see
what should I of done

 

red over porcelain white stands out

in the darkness in my mind
I still wonder why

 

~ D Donner ~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm not one to judge , Hell I've thought of giving in more than once, but anger always override's the feelings an I came out swinging harder ...... the Thing that bothers Me most is The Not Knowing Why ???

To A Friend ..... Rest In Peace My Little One

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Thanks SSmoothie

Thanks SSmoothie

It's just things I've kept buried for what seems like 2 life times rolled into one.......Then there's nights like tonight that it seems like yesterday. I used to think I was alone out here in the wilderness , But have found there's More of us than I ever wanted to know ... Which doesn't make Me any happier , Cause Now I know It's All a vicious circle out there.
The only thing I know from it all is ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

~ DD ~


Every story-teller bends the myth to his own purpose. that's why a Hero has a thousand faces

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An amazing piece with strong imagery to match

A carefully crafted work that really asks the reader to examine thier own thought process and situation through the experience. Cheers SS


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