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A look inside of Myself
I look inside of myself asking
Will I be defined by things that
I have done or will it be
what I could have been?
nothing comes from indifference
my conscience is telling me
but apathy has grown to a level
of what I can not defeat alone
I no longer care about the dreams
I once had
left in it's place is a sadness I carry
deep inside my heart
a pain I can no longer hide
feeling I have all but lost my soul
I have played my part to well
disconnected an feeling so alone
I'm trying despairingly to rise above
it all
but loneliness in it's own right is Hell
the sands of time keep holding up these
memories that keep calling Me home
but there's no use in going
for everything has changed
forced to live in the cruel reality of
it's a love I can never have again
as she was the first love
one that I can never forget
In a loving memory I'll carry it to my death
I close my eyes
to see her smiling back
a vision I keep deep within my heart
Yes I'll still love her tomorrow
an the day after that
a tireless dream of what could have been
that leaves Me longing for more
I look inside of myself asking
Will I be defined by things that
I have done or will it be of who I loved
~ D Donner ~
Beautiful, enjoying your alot
Beautiful, enjoying your alot of your writes , keep them coming and out of the trash for sure.They do not belong their .They belong out here so they can be appreciated.....
you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......
I really loved this
This was very well written. It was sobering, yet it has this healing element hidden deep inside it's sad words. I really enjoyed reading this one. The emotion was clear and came across very powerfully. It was a beautiful experience to read this.
sad write
but also a very good write thanks :) SS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
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