Nothing ever changes

The day's of the darkest nights
are short an filled with only various
shades of gray
the sun never rises or truly fall's
the darkness slowly fades to brighter
shade's of gray then back to a pitch black
to where you can not see you hand in front
of you face
it's ever so easy to lose track of the day's
I can no longer remember how long I've been in this prison
nor even the reason's I am here , was it a crime I committed
Somewhere in the far recesses of my mind
I here a soft an sensual voice whispering , echoing endlessly
ti's a high price you'll be paying for falling in love
love ......... aah yes now I remember , bright sunny day's
smiling faces , a warmth that felt never ending .....then
something ...... something unimaginable a gut wrenching terror
filled with fear an all at once it was gone
now my day's are filled with a feeling of nothingness
all alone except fleeting shadows in the corner of my eye's
telling me there must be other's trapped here in different dimensions
overlapping each other ,yet still a prison
the night's are much worse filled with undefinable loneliness
that strips your heart naked , baring your soul to the world outsides
magnified glass . then they try to save your soul
by telling you how to live your life
but nothing ever changes
nothing ever changes
ever changes
chang......

~ DD ~

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a wounderful

a wounderful poem, mixed emotions and expressed in a colorful paintingof words.
enjoyed the read very much my friend.
keep penning
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Thank You I'm still not used

Thank You
I'm still not used to putting My stuff up for everyone to Read .
It was assumed by other's in My family an so called friends that My scribbling
was a bad thing, being to dark at times for them to even attempt to understand.
I still did it but as soon as it was finished it was Destined for the trashcan.
Now I do it as a sort of Self therapy , Trapped behind these wall's way more than I like do to health reason's . So I fight depression the only way I know How, An just write whatever fights the hardest to get out / getting feed back on it makes Me happy. I realize now.... either I'm not Crazy or We All Are! lol

Thank's again
The rambling Madman
~ DD ~


Every story-teller bends the myth to his own purpose. that's why a Hero has a thousand faces

poet610's picture

writing can set you free

I understand what you mean, if you check most of my stuff is dark. i can write a dark poem ins mins but I have trouble writing something happy in nature. I seem to write better with the depression more so then happy. and it is my release. so keep penning not for your family but for yourself and to share your great work with the people here , that enjoy it and understand what it is like.
keep penning my friend
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