they say that if you're still breathing and alive then you're okay
but I don't think they know what it's like when the memory
of you comes alive in the silence of the midnight hour
from the window of the bedroom we once shared I watch
the moonlight pushing shadows across the lawn
I know it's true when they said I had to move on with my life
but there's no way I can forget when the memories out shine
the brightest stars
an inner voice say's don't look happiness in the eye it never bears examination but I never listen
like a moth drawn to the candle I'm dancing to close to the flame
right or wrong love makes you do these things
~ D Donner ~
Breathing and alive means
Breathing and alive means (for me) that I am not dead. Pain emotional is unavoidable, physically - a way of getting from one Advil to the next. For those who should have loved me and didn't, I give back the numbness...to those who professed love and betrayed or left me (or was not worthy) I give my disdain. I understand my outlook - but the need to be loved is always there like a shadow - and I know there can be no shadow without illumination. ~Star~.
My dear Friend Lady A I have
Every story-teller bends the myth to his own purpose. that's why a Hero has a thousand faces