rest in peace dear friend
it's all left to memories now
i know you'd remember if i left
and it makes me feel so horrible
just knowing you might fade
knowing that maybe someday
i might not remember everything
you know everything we ever did
every mistake we ever made
every chance we ever took
but i guess just the memory of you
the way you were always my best friend
and always there for me
that might be good enough
i dont know
i'm so confused
i've never lost someone like this
i never thought you'd actually leave
you always told me
that maybe someday you might be gone
and what would i do then
i always said that'd never happen
that we'd be together til the end
it seems like everywhere i look
changes are taking place
everything i ever knew
is no longer the same
it's just so strange
not having you here to listen as i complain
you were always good at that
it didn't seem like you could get sick of me
but maybe you did
maybe it was all my fault
maybe i drove you to it
i dont know it's just...
god i dont know what to say
I'm sorry for your loss. It explains your depressing poetry though. Good luck.
Sometimes something hits us so hard, that we don't know what to say. We are choked by so many emotions that seem to surface all at once. And it hurts so much, but with time things heal, as I have had the horrible honor to find out. My best friend was killed in a car accident. I know the pain. Good job, peace and love.