I do not like to remember the pain you felt,
I do not like to remember the tears you cried.
Every time I think about you my heart begins to melt,
I wish I could just forget about the day you died.
I try to remember all the good,
It’s hard because I do not want to remember the bad.
Without you by my side I feel so misunderstood,
When I try to remember the good I just get so damn mad.
A life lived way too short,
A memory buried deep within my soul.
You were all I had you were my main support.
Without you by my side I no longer feel whole.
To remember the good always brings the bad,
To feel what you felt that day no one could understand.
A memory last forever; sometimes that’s all we have.
Its hurts to remember, but its better than forgetting all we had.