Throughout the days I thought I was better
I believed I was over last years trouble
But why did I just go ahead and let her
Leave on my heart a little stubble
Too many times I have let her actions go
And I am sure I will let her go another hundred times
But all my emotions still seem to flow
When sense doesn't come out of my useless rhymes
She doesn't care, and I doubt another does
Why did I say she was my best friend
All I can say is I guess it was because
Friendship should never have an end
But that has proven itseld untrue
As also has the long held myth of unending joy
It seems that now ever single thing I do
Seems to be just a childish toy
Go ahead everyone and play with my life
I am your doll do what you wish
You can hand me all your strife
And not allow me to do my own swish
Don't you know how much you own me
How much you control my every move
At least I am on my way to being free
Your shadow on my life I will remove
At least I will not worry about what you do
Or how much you don't allow me to be me
I will not worry about every word you say untrue
But this must wait until I am free