I remember being dragged through
the dirt in a tormented childhood
I remember Dad’s words laced with poison
and Mom throwing acid on my tears
by saying no words to stop it and even joined it.
I remember that even though I was a small
and frail child that didn’t stop them
these parents left me to
thrash about life with the pain
of their insults that tore at my soul.
I remember because my spirit was crushed
I wore an unmistakable frown
visible were scars to my demeanor
the wounds of my heart were inimitable too
as was the damage to my character.
I remember Mom laughing
when I swallowed Clorox and
should’ve warned me it wasn’t apple cider
what I was left with was swallowing burnt tears
and I always wondered if anyone could tell.
I remember the sorrowfulness like
hot molten metal running over my character
what I never shared was the hurt
I kept it locked up and bound because
I only found judgment that silenced me.
I remember each day pressing on through to
another year, month, week, day and minute with
the blare in my head of the brutal belittlement
cruelty and denigration by my parents evermore
though, I carry the memory of those burnt tears.
Sad reality
I love your poem. So many people can relate to what you have written.
by Sharfaa Adams