Tsunami of Solitude

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You never said "goodbye" for one last time,

I never received one last kiss or one last "I love you".

You left suddenly and unexpectedly,

Without caring about all of the pain that I would have to endure.

I can never forgive you for what you did,

But I also can't try to put the past behind,

And move on without you by my side,

Once again.

All of your feelings for me have somehow vanished,

You are off seeing someone else while you left me here to soak in a tsunami of my own tears;

The tidal waves crashed into me without warning,

And knocked me off of my feet.

Now I'm confused and caught in the inescapable undertow,

Drowning alive in my ocean of tears as you remain safe and sound, soaking up the sun.

You say you didn't mean to hurt me,

But if you truly cared, you would have came back by now.

Look what you have now turned me into:

A stalker, a beggar, a failure.

I still look after you as you?re walking the dimly lit streets at night,

Making sure no one hurts you,

But you always run away.

I still consider you mine,

I still believe that you are a part of me and my life.

I get to spend seven hours with you every night,

While I'm dreaming,

And your love for me makes me the happiest boy in the world.

I haven't been sleeping as much lately,

I'm up all night thinking about you,

Afraid of myself,

Afraid of tomorrow,

What I might do with all this anger and depression that I hold in,

And the thought of you never coming back.

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