Ingrid usually wore
the faded grey
flowery dress
that had seen
better days
I saw her crossing
Rockingham Street
I was getting
bread rolls
and she was standing
by the wall
of the flats
red eyes
hair unbrushed
where are you going?
she asked
getting rolls
for breakfast
I said
how comes
you're out here
so early?
I asked
my dad
pushed me out
said I was getting
on his nerves
she said
have you had breakfast?
I asked
no not yet
she said
I looked up
Meadow Row
the early morning sun
was breaking
through clouds
you can come back
to my mum's place
I said
have rolls and butter
she looked at me
can I ?
she said
of course
I replied
taking in her red eyes
and untidy hair
and a fading bruise
under her left eye
real butter?
she said
yes and maybe
cheese if you want
I said
she looked at me
her eyes
feeding on me
what now?
she said
yes
come to the bakers
with me and we
can go back
to my mum's place
together
I said
so we went across
to the baker's shop
and I bought
crusty bread rolls
my mother had said
and we walked back
through the Square
and up the stairs
to the flat
are you sure
your mum
won't mind?
she said
as I opened
the front door
no she won't mind
the more the merrier
I said
and so we went
into the kitchen
and I told my mother
and she said fine
and cut open the rolls
and buttered them
and put in
some cheese
and Ingrid and I
went into
the front room
and we ate them
in an early morning
silence
and as she ate
I gave a secret sigh
seeing the fading bruise
beneath
her left eye.