WAITING FOR LYDIA.

Lydia's mother
opened the door
of the flat
after I had knocked

 

and gave me
a stern stare
is Lydia coming out?
I asked

 

she looked hard
at me
where?
to the herbalist

 

get some sarsaparilla
I said
sarsaparilla?
she said

 

yes it's good for you
they say
makes blood
I said

 

she looked
at my scuffed shoes
and blue jeans
and the gun and holster

 

hanging
from the snake head
elastic belt
around my waist

 

I suppose she can
her mother said
LYDIA
she bellowed

 

windows rattled
a dog
across the Square
barked

 

the milkman's horse
lifted its head
from the nosebag
Lydia came to the door

 

and poked her head
out from under
her mother's arm
Benedict here

 

wants to take you
to get a sarsaparilla
Lydia looked at you
her eyes narrowing

 

then widening
ok
she said
can I go?

 

she asked
course if I say so
as long
as you are wrapped warmer

 

than you are now
her mother said
Lydia rushed back inside
and her mother

 

took a long drag
of a cigarette
her yellowing fingers
in a V shape

 

what's your father
do for a living?
she asked
the smoke carrying

 

her words to me
he's a metal worker
I said
he makes things

 

from metal
she stared at me
a few loose hairs
had escaped

 

the flowery scarf
about her head
I think
he frequents whores

 

she said
I see
I said
unsure

 

what she was saying
she inhaled
on the cigarette again
her eyes

 

gazing beyond me
keep Lydia out
a fair while
she said

 

pushing out smoke
I want to rest
my eyes a while
ok

 

I said
she went indoors
and I waited for Lydia
sniffing in the smoke

 

hanging about
the doorstep
the dog barked again
the horse ate

 

from the nosebag
the milkman whistled
a few notes
from some tune

 

I sniffed the smoke again
hoping Lydia
would be out
wrapped warm soon.

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