AMMUNITION COLLECTOR.

Picking out
the right sized stone
was just the start
and Lydia helped

 

picking up
this one then
that from
the bomb site

 

and showing it
to him
in her small palm
he took it

 

and placed it
in the catapult sack
and pulled back
and aimed

 

at some tin can
he'd set up
some distance away
and it go

 

and the tin can
went flying with a zing
and she laughed
and said

 

you got it straight on
and clapped
her hands together
then looked around

 

for another
while he went
and set the tin can
up again

 

on the stone wall
of what had once been
the side of a house
now blown

 

wide apart
he watched her
searching
all intent

 

as if
she were seeking gold
or coins that had dropped  
she liked being

 

his ammunition collector
better than being
at home
with her snoring

 

older sister
and her mother
in hell frozen over mood
and her father

 

sleeping off
the night before booze
better here
with Benedict

 

being his
ammunition supplier
his right hand girl
besides he often

 

bought her a drink
of pop or sweets
from the Penny shop  
his 9 year old features

 

seeming older
and her 8 year old face
seeming younger
thin

 

pale
her hands
frail looking
fingers

 

skin and bones
here
she said
here is this OK?

 

and she ran to him
and showed him
and he said
yes just right

 

and he put it
in the sack
of the catapult
and aimed

 

then said
hey you want to try?
but she shook her head
no I might hit

 

something
I ought not to
and besides
I like watching you

 

and so he aimed again
and let it go
and it zoomed
through the air

 

and caught the tin
and it flew spinning
with a yelping sound
and hit the ground

 

and she thought
of her big sister
throwing up
in the early hours

 

after the binge
and night out
and her mother
bellowing out

 

in the early hours
you bloody whore  
and her father saying
O quit the mouth

 

let the kid learn
her own way
and she Lydia
turning over

 

away from
her sister's butt
and back
the sound of vomiting

 

in her ears
and he tucking
the catapult in
the back pocket

 

of jeans
thought of his younger sister
getting herself
run over by a car

 

cuts and bruises
a small scar
otherwise OK
the other day

 

and right
he said
looking at Lydia
come let's go

 

get us
a penny drink of pop
from the Penny shop
and she smiled

 

and walked beside him
his John Wayne swagger
cowboy hat
on his head

 

ready to shoot
any bad cowboys
who came along
bang bang dead.

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