Jeph Johnson
"The time between meeting and finally leaving
is sometimes called falling in love" ~ Lisa Loeb
Your smile was something that always renewed me even when not everything else thrilled me
Meaning the plans you had to no longer include me became the frown that almost killed me
I still have a hard time calling you "ex" despite sharing the same king size bed
Irreconcilable differences can be very complex, and are the differences we had
Somewhere between comfort and intensity partners will seek something new again
Still no one before and no one since ever got me to say "I do" again
I may or may not be a better man than I was when we tied the knot
And I surely can't be better than the man you eventually got
There are many seasons of love in life and I'm proud of the seasons we shared
The eight years you were my wife in my memory keeps me prepared
To dream again and hope for another who stays yet leaves me inspired
Presents me deserving one hell of a lover who displays enthusiastic desire
Still nothing's the same as when you were mine, yes everything's different too
I may never again feel serene and sublime but that's finally just my job to do
Ruminations
Hindsight is clear, it is the present, the present! Thought filled writing - allets -