I laid there next to you,
Listened yo your heart beat,
Watched as your chest rose and fell,
As you went into peaceful sleep.
And wondered how it is we got here,
How I got here.
One meaningless relationship
After another.
Damn...
I thought I'd done it right this time.
And yet last night as time went on,
I noticed the little things that made me say yes,
Were now the things that had me distressed.
Starin into my phone wishing things were different,
That I were a different person,
At a different time,
Indifferent to these kinds of feelings.
So i wouldn't so desperately wish,
Someone else had laid beside me,
Who could make me feel,
How you used to.