Sometimes I care most times I don't
Sometimes I cut most times I won't
Sometimes I'm so afraid to cry
Thinking someone my actually see my human side
But I have to stay tough I have to stay strong
Waiting fo the day that I do no wrong
Waiting for the chance to take my last pill
Substituting them for what others don't feel
For me then I forget
Asking when did I have my last ciggarette
As I'm dying realizing my destiny
Labled as a freak
I know the feeling exactly, I deal with that kind of thing often enough, but I think everyone feels that way at times, find solace in know you aren't alone