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My suicide Question
Locked in boxed in full of fear take me away dont leave me here I am so confused
and ready to break Everything thats happend just seems so fake.
I cant do it I cant go on I am not strong enough to do this on my own.
I feel so lost and all alone even when with family and josh at home.
Help me decide what I am to do this all to me is something new.
I dont want to snap I dont want to give up I wont let myslef crack.
But I want to scream and say so much that I hold back.
I am so closed in and wont let myself out. So I think about taking another route.
Tieing a knot like I did once before and set the bucket on the floor.
Kick it out and say goodnight I am so close to give up this fight.
My body is tired and my heart is blind.
Thank god for what josh has showed me to find.
He keeps me together and helps me get through but I still question what I am going to do.
I have been put through so much and I dont know how
To get my emotions out but I guess I have now.
So I will end this stupid little rhyme and I end it alive at least this time.
