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My baby
I sit here and think what could have been would I be a good mother what would happen then?
The continuing torment of what could be, MY little baby youde belong to me.
Your father left us to fend for our own My heart hurts so bad now im all alone.
My life went bad then that day came the day he came and took my baby away.
NOw I deal with the guilt of killing a life. Now all I think about is that knife the knife in my heart when I think of you two The knife in my heand to do what I shouldnt do.
The thoughts keep going through my head moments come where I wish I were dead.
The clouds keep rolling and are always grey. They darken my skies though I live through the day.
There is a huge dark place a hole in my heart. Why would god give me something and I tear it apart.
I only wish you could come back to me then I realize that could NEVER be.
So I sit all alone in a corner so dark and look at the life to witch I will embark.
I wanna let go dont let me stay, what's gonna happen please show me the way.
All I want is my babies to lay in a carriage but all I caused myself was a painful misscarriage.
