I’ve changed myself,
but I’ve stayed the same
broken mirror
the image changed
but the inside remains the same
the glass is cracked and the pieces fall
an image tattered
never again will you tell me what is beautiful
beauty is only skin deep,
and I live beneath the skin
if u need see the real me
cut me from navel to chops
as I bleed freely
u shall see me
my heart beats like any other man
and my soul sheds tears from the pain it has endured
Don't judge me
for I can not bare to be judged
just love me for what I am
nothing less
nothing more
My heart bleeds
for every crack it has endured never fully healed
nor will it ever
nor would I ever want it to
The reminder is needed
just like the memories
to show me what I've been through,
and I like me the way I am
and I wouldn't change a thing
not the past
not the present
but the future is an ever-changing thing
I won’t stop myself from being who I am,
because there is no way I ever could
Yesterday’s pain
today's misery
tomorrow will wash it all away
and in this broken mirror
image tattered
reality torn
lies my seven years of bad luck
tripled for being born,
but life is just what you make it
bad luck can be reversed
A curse can be broken
it's all in belief
reality and fantasy
take a look inside me
believe in what you believe
Walk a mile in my shoes if you think it makes you know me
I'll walk a mile in your eyes
to see you hold me in those arms
take away the pain
but in our reflection it is gone
In this mirror we are whole
we are what we are
not what another may see
even if it's twisted and distorted
we our what's through the looking glass
be it a white rabbit
or a queen of hearts
and the blood still drips through the cracks of an unmended heart
and leaves a puddle of lost love upon the floor,
i'd give any thing to find love,
and not let it escape,
but if it was not to be,
I must let it leave.
I'm bound,
but not by a rope that u can see
my noose only a fading reality
I'm gagged,
but only by words that I don't know how to speak
I'm blind,
but only because I closed my eyes,
because I'm afraid to see
but I must open them
because if I spare myself the pain
I spare myself the joy
with eyes closed I can see within
with eyes open I see what's in the mirror
and even though sometimes the image does scare me
I learn to live with one eye open
so I can see with in me
to the real me and also gaze upon the world
so they can see that it doesn't
mater the catch phrase upon my shirt
I'm the same man on the inside even if the outside does not show the hurt
Cx Patterson
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-Sammi