I want to hate you,
But I can’t,
Don’t want to love you,
But I do,
I want to pretend,
It’s all okay,
But I am not a fool.
To say that I can’t do this,
Without you in my life,
Would be a lie,
To myself and you.
I don’t want to miss you,
But I do,
Want to walk away,
I can’t.
So I’m stuck on you.
Where do I turn,
When there’s nowhere to run?
There’s no place to hide,
This is the end now.
No more lies and deception,
So why does it still hurt so bad?
Why can’t I let go?
Bound by broken chains,
I’m free to go,
The door of the cage is open,
Yet I remain,
Cold and lonely,
Shattered, afraid,
Close the door,
Love me once more.