FAILED ATTEMPT...

In the depths of my mind

There is a razor sharp pain

A taunting personality

That tells me I’m not sane



As this personality grows stronger

My will to fight shrinks away

Until all that’s left inside of me

Is a void of nothingness, misty grey



I’m reaching for a hand to hold

But you turned your back instead

So I sunk to the bottom of the void

As quickly as If I were covered in lead



It’s okay, I sort of understand

You didn’t know what to do

I just thought it a little unfair

As I always stand by you



So much for friendship

So much for being my mate

You pushed me away so hard

That it could have been too late



Death knocked upon my door,

I wanted to embrace him in my arms,

He smiled at me with warmth and love,

He bedazzled me with his charms.



But they put a stop to my love for death,

They dragged me away from my dear,

Now I’m stuck in this shameful world,

Asking why am I still here.

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