i work out for weeks straight and start to see results..
then one day, just one day I decide to eat meat and I wake up fat , like how I was when I first started working out...
everybody thinks im fucking crazy.. But I see what I see and it disgusts me...
i love food so much but it hurts me... I'm trying to swallow my craving for delicious food..
and try to satisfy it with greens and tofu, but inside I'm starving..
fuck..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0d-caXY7HY