One moment I’m fine
The next depressed
Then angry
Confused
And once again it all doesn’t matter
I repeat the cycle faster and faster
Unsure how to end it
Almost positive I won’t
Day after day
I live in misery and pain
Slowly dying
I silently accept my fate
And wither away
Into nothing
Apparently I knew even back
Apparently I knew even back then, that I was bi-polar. It just never occurred to me.