this crimson heart bleeds
as I watch your back turn on me
walking away
because I wasnt good enough
Those few moments we shared
I shall never forget
as my eyes flood the earth
I question my worth
were they all better than me?
or is this simply who you want to be?
I scream and curse the heavens
for stealing my angel from me
how could you hurt me again?
Haven't I been through enough?
{WHY?!?}
All I wanted was your heart
was that too much to ask?
A shoulder to lean upon
and arms to hold me tight
Now I'm left alone
with only my thoughts to hurt me
whats the point anymore?
Why fall in love
when I'm just going to get hurt?
to feel my heart collapse
for a few moments of flying
{WHY?!?}
Fuck Lord, give me a reason
to smile for once!
or strike me down now
cause I wouldnt want to live..