The colors are beginning to smear,
as tears fall down my face.
My world once so bright,
hides behind the thundercloud.
Everything I worked so hard for,
slowly fades as I turn away.
Walking away from that place I created,
before my world could explode.
This freedom comes at a price,
and I pay it gladly in love.
Leaving the neverending pain,
for a life of love and trust.
Devote my every prayer,
to my guardian angel.
The one who saved me,
I must now leave behind.
I watch behind me now,
as she is swallowed by misery.
I shed a few tears in memory,
never can forget my savior.
Can I really walk away from this,
leave her behind to suffer?
Always thinking of ways I see,
to bring them happiness but not myself.
I've been destroyed since day one,
they killed my heart long ago.
Never can my face produce a smile,
while someone else drowns alone in sorrow