inside my head lie these voices
that shout out all of my faults
flash pictures in front of my eyes
all the painful memories of the past
he never truely loved me
he wanted someone else
he was just looking for some action
and this one was just like the rest
constantly tortured by everything
thats cursed my fucking life
broken hearts, half truths and abuse
all still ring inside my dreams
i remember those nights i spent with him
wrapped up inside those arms
the tears he always made me cry
and the reasons i found to stay
he was slightly different
a best friend that had become more
but instead of complete happiness
he crushed my heart on the floor
this one was just as odd
a friend i'd recently fallen for
outside of my house some night
as he pressed his lips against mine
he told me that he'd fallen in love with me
and yet he walked away
and my heart once again punctured
by the torture of falling in love
in all of loves glory
where were those happy days
that everyone claims exist
when your with the one you love
i've never felt that bliss
searching high and searching low
trying to find my one true soulmate
out of options i gave up one day
to find that it was you that i needed
i've tried so hard to find
just one moment of glory
but in you i have truely found
the rest of my lifes story