i feel so confused right now.
it's like "yes, i do. do you?"
and there's no response.
then there's acting like i'm invisible,
only longing looks exchanged.
maybe it's the other case,
maybe but probably not true
knowing what's there
knowing.
i would pour my heart,
like i've done so many times
and my heart still needs repairs at the end.
i know that'll never happen,
better person than i am,
but that wonder lingers.
don't listen to what people say,
it's the gut feeling you need to go for.
there's change everyday.
if it's wait, i'll wait.
if there's nothing-say.
because i will go mad if i have to live this way.
you may never read this, only other eyes will
maybe, just asking
since i'm only wondering.
eh, i feel dumb :/