love seperated by words

i feel so confused right now.

it's like "yes, i do. do you?"



and there's no response.

then there's acting like i'm invisible,

only longing looks exchanged.



maybe it's the other case,

maybe but probably not true

knowing what's there

knowing.



i would pour my heart,

like i've done so many times

and my heart still needs repairs at the end.



i know that'll never happen,

better person than i am,

but that wonder lingers.



don't listen to what people say,

it's the gut feeling you need to go for.

there's change everyday.



if it's wait, i'll wait.

if there's nothing-say.

because i will go mad if i have to live this way.



you may never read this, only other eyes will

maybe, just asking

since i'm only wondering.



eh, i feel dumb :/

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10-30-07

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