I sit and stare with glazed over eyes
A peacefull serenity in my wandering mind
Once twisted with confusion, depression and rage
Now comforting calmness visits each day.
Manic dysphoria screaming obscenities
Paranoid depression with painful cries
Euphoric states of invincibility and pride
Crashing fustration of indecision engaged.
A new world of thinking and living my life
Medicated and sedated, no more cuts of the knife
A happy contentment searched for and found
Walking familiar paths with new shadows on the ground.