You asked why I always run
Always keeping everyone at bay
Letting them love me so long
Then hollering “Whoa” and “Nay”
Do you not understand how I left
Pieces of myself everywhere I’ve been?
Every time I have ever dove feet first
I found pools of broken glass, so I swim
Can’t you see just by looking at me
I’ve been dependant for so long
I don’t know anything anymore
Just that I need to stand strong
I don’t know what the future holds
I have no clue where I’m going
Or any real idea what I’m doing
I just have this deep knowing
I just have to keep moving forward
Keep trying to make myself better
Hold true to my core self
And believe everything will be okay
~Chrystal
Written on
May 5, 2009