Final Indecisions


So I sit and I scream

From my own stupidity

Because I’m staying somewhere

I just don’t wanna be

I find reasons to stay

Then bitch that I’m here

All in very hushed tones

So no one may hear

Hurting myself daily

For reasons I cant fathom

Yet it comes down to something

I just choose between them

But I know in my heart

The choice has been made

One love grows stronger

While the other does fade



Written on

March 8, 2006

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I guess we are coming to the point where my memory is fading a bit. I dont really know who or why this poem was wrtten.

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