So I sit and I scream
From my own stupidity
Because I’m staying somewhere
I just don’t wanna be
I find reasons to stay
Then bitch that I’m here
All in very hushed tones
So no one may hear
Hurting myself daily
For reasons I cant fathom
Yet it comes down to something
I just choose between them
But I know in my heart
The choice has been made
One love grows stronger
While the other does fade
~Chrystal
Written on
March 8, 2006