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2005 It’s funny the way
People can make you feel
So is this feeling mine?
Or what you want to be real
You made me feel guilty
For wanting to leave
And for wanting to stay
So what will it be Steve?
I feel the guilt of her
Her presence weighs down on me
But through her
I’ve begun to see
The real you, the buried you
The part you kept concealed
The part of you
That I unknowingly revealed
I know there’s no taking it back
No way to be where we were
I uncovered your hate and jealousy
Your dependency – that’s for sure
And now I’m the blame for all of this
I am the one in the wrong
Maybe I am – maybe I couldn’t see
How your need could run so long
Straight through the heart of me
And back through my chest
You drove your need
Never giving me a moments rest
Now I want to leave who you’ve become
The you I helped create
For that I am so sorry
But it’s me who's begun to deflate
The weight of your guilt
To much for me to bare
And you’re driving me to a place
I don’t think Satan would go there
Leave now and take your heart
Please believe I never wanted to leave
Even though I’m going now
Remember I really did love you Steve
~Chrystal
Written on
September 6, 2005
