What to think
What to do
Does he know?
I don’t – do you?
In fevered anticipation
I wait for him
Just to see him
But can I fill his whims?
Or shall I cause more
More of the familiar pain
Will I add to it?
Or can I make it wane
Should I wait?
Should I leave it be
Can he love me?
Or will he hurt me?
~Chrystal
Written on
August 21, 2005