Feelings – More Or Less


 What to think

What to do

Does he know?

I don’t – do you?


In fevered anticipation

I wait for him

Just to see him

But can I fill his whims?


Or shall I cause more

More of the familiar pain

Will I add to it?

Or can I make it wane


Should I wait?

Should I leave it be

Can he love me?

Or will he hurt me?



Written on

August 21, 2005

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one was written to Paul. In the end I think I did the most pain. Yet we still talk even 3 years later.

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