Grandma’s cabinet is always locked
I asked her once, “Why?”
She held my shoulder looked at me
Smiled and sighed a heavy sigh
She simply told me not to worry
“The things in my cabinet” said she
“Are heavy for the young to carry,
And too many for the old to be free.”
One day I saw the door stood open
Curiosity overflowing I looked inside
And saw all the things that filled a heart
Memories, love, pain, envy, and pride
I saw the people who had hurt her
And people she once loved
Times where she had taken the pain
And the times she’d pushed and shoved
I closed the door at once
Not wanting to see anymore
Her memories already ailed me
Never mind what else was in store
I understand now why she keeps
That cabinet so firmly sealed
Some things are much better left
To remain forever concealed
Whenever I see something locked
I leave it locked – It is best
Some things are truly meant
To have an eternal rest
~Chrystal Swallows
Written on
December 18, 2003